The following is a transliteration of pages 1 through 4 in Brahma
Atmavidya (Volume 1) by Sri Ramen Basu
1. When someone enquires the name and the
identity of ‘this one’ (pointing to Himself) then ‘this one’ says simply that Saccidananda Ghana Paramatma Absolute-I, the very (Paka Ami) is the
Real Identity of ‘this one’. ‘This one’ is ‘Supreme in Supreme, Ownness in
Ownness, Self in Self’, Self-evident, Spontaneous and Self-perfect. All of you
also have the same identity, even though you all have forgotten under the
influence of the dual–Consciousness.
2. Do listen more – ‘this one’ is the
‘garbastha santan ‘(child in the womb) of Cidanandamoyee Maa. Still now he is
not born, and will not be born ever.
3. ‘This one’ (pointing to Himself) is not
born and has merged in the womb of Saccidanandamoyee Maa. The womb of Saccidanandamoyee Maa is
inseparable with Saccidanandamoyee Maa. Just verily in this manner the nourishment of ‘this one’ is in and
through the nourishment of Maa; there is no need for separate nourishment for ‘this one’. Verily this
is the nature of Absolute non-dual idea.
4. Behind Maa is Shiva. Beyond Him also ‘this
one’ in the Great Void (Mahashunye). None can experience nor can see ‘this one’
also. ‘This one’ cannot be known also, nor also can be seen.
5. I dwell in all ‘negation’. What human does
not know verily that is I; what human does not accept, verily that is I,
whatever human does not see, verily that is I. I stay behind the goal-post.
Only Cidanandamoyee Maa, the Self sees (Me). Human sees the gross form of Maa
and not the Self. We get four forms of
Maa. The Begetter Ma in gross form; the mother-land in the subtle-form, the
Mother of the Universe in the subtler form and as the subtlemost form the Paramatma , the Self Whom is called 'Paka Ami'. Who
can see the Great Void? This Great Void Itself 'Paka Ami' is not Prakriti, not even the Proprietor of
Prakriti. ‘Paka Ami’is the very ‘Paka Ami’ only, none else.
Just like in the playground of Foot Ball verily the goal-post is the aim
of each player; similarly the aim of all jivas in life is Isvara or
Transcendental (Consciousness). But ‘Paka Ami’ (Absolute-I) is trans-Transcendental eternal non-dual Absolute
Saccidananda Itself.
6.
Maa has kept ‘this one’ (pointing to Himself)
as Her the ‘Garbastha Santan’ (child in the womb) or ‘Akonishta Santan’ (the
youngest son).
The way the significance and the implied meaning
of ‘Akonishta Santan’ Maa has unfolded
in the language of Self Conscious Awareness as follows: (a) A–Kanishta, herein the meaning of ‘A’, (the immutable Knowledge
Self existing at the core of the heart) Which is hinted at the Awareness of
‘this one’ and by the meaning of ‘Kanishta’ is indicated as the tinier than the
tiniest manifestation of Atman (b) Ako-nishta : here Ako means Supreme Absolute
Atman or Cidanandamoyee Maa and the meaning of ‘Nishta’ is united through yoga
(Yogayukta), the eternal, identical and undivided relation , that is to say,
everlasting mental bent (bend), movement, amorous sports and stability in the
Supreme Absolute One.
7. None is more ‘murkha’ (illiterate) than
‘this one’ because ‘this one’ does not know whatsoever as to this world. The
world to ‘this one’ is void. ‘This one’ knows, sees and accepts verily the
One-I. Without I, there is nothing more to ‘this one’.
8. When you get old, then gradually you get
bent and become small, isn’t it? For
that you see ‘this one’ so small. So ancient is ‘this one’, the person of many
ages. So old, there is no accounting of the age of ‘this one’.
9. ‘This one’ (pointing to Himself) whatever
He was, He is and He will be. The past, present and future of ‘this one’ is one
and the same. I was in One, am in One and will be in One. Common people say I
am but I say I is.
The I-Reality within Its Being reveals spontaneously. In the course of
revealing, diverse stages seem to appear and in such stages the I-Reality also
appears to be diversified accordingly. That is why in some cases the I-Reality
appears as the first person in some cases as the second person and as the third
person in some cases.
Therefore, in case of first person the I-Reality characterizes as I am;
in case of second person as ‘Thou art’ and in case of the third or Supreme
Person It characterizes as ‘I is’. These are the secret keynotes of I-Reality
in Its revealing nature.
In the light of the above, now read the quotation mentioned below: I is
born with this Oneness and made of that Oneness. I is talking of Myness, not of
my individual appearance; I is talking of the fact that ‘I’ dwells in all as
their very own Being/Self (Atman).
10.
I is the complete Whole; hence, nothing
remains attainable or unattainable. I is in I alone – not in time, not in space
and not in causation I is the Self, lives in the Self and in nothing else.
11.
In one sense I is the essence and in the
other sense I is in essence.
12.
I is not Brahman also, Brahman has been
bound within two words.
13.
Sri Sri Babathakur is the corporeal image
of I-Reality, but this body is not Sri Sri Babathakur. I-Reality is eternal,
everlasting, infinite, but this body comprises five elements which are gross,
changeable, perishable and of imagined imagination.
14. ‘This one’ (pointing to Himself) is not a
worker, not a non-worker, not a bhakta, not a non-bhakta also, not a yogi, not
a non-yogi also, not a jnani, not an ignorant also, not a sadhu and not a
non-sadhu also, not a sannyasi, not a non-sannyasi also, not a renunciant, not
an enjoyer, not a house-holder, not a non-house-holder also. All these are
attributing adjuncts, but this I is without any attributing adjuncts, the
attributing adjuncts are the identities of all mine-Consciousness. ‘I’ is
without the attributing adjuncts, ‘mine’ is united with the attributing
adjuncts. Verily Saccidananda is the only Real identity of ‘this one’ (pointing
to Himself). ‘This one’ is ‘Supreme in Supreme, Ownness in Ownness, Self in
Self.’
15. ‘This one’ is not sadhu-sannyasi,
yogi-rishi or gods and goddesses verily nothing of the sort. All these words
are not the modesty of ‘this one’, the way the Truth has been Self-revealed
that has been said. ‘This one’ has no right to say ‘some ananda’ etc. as the
identity. ‘This one’ is not included in any sect.
16. ‘This one’ (pointing to Himself) is not a Guru
also and ‘this one’ is not the disciple of any. ‘This one’ has no Guru, neither
has any disciple. ‘This one’ is ‘Supreme in Supreme, Ownness in Ownness, Self
in Self’ in the Absolute even Consciousness, in One Consciousness, in
all-perfect Consciousness. ‘This one’ is wandering all by Oneself in one’s Own
Consciousness, in Bliss and Love of the Self. This is the identity of ‘this
one’, that is to say, the identity of Absolute Self-Divine. No dual was in
‘this one’ and there will not be any dual and the dual will not ever come.
Verily this is the Nitya-Leela (Eternal Divine Sports) of the Supreme non-dual
(‘the Sportful dramatic sameside game of Self-Consciousness).
17. This I has no party neither any opponent –
alone for All Time. ‘This one’ is Supreme/ Absolute Nectar of Wisdom,
Homogeneous, Sky-like the True nature of Me, Changeless, Absolute Silence,
without any Specialty. Beyond the Consciousness of ‘Negation’…Whatever remains
when everything is negated is that Great Void, that is to say, beyond the void
and no-void. Therein Shiva-Shakti gets dissolved also. Shiva as all forms also
is not there, Sarbani Shakti also is not therein. ‘This
I’ is that Absolute Supreme, Imperishable, Immortal… Parameshwar ‘This I’ - ‘Paka-Ami’
(Absolute-I).
18. I is the Truth of truth, the Knowledge of
knowledge, the Bliss of bliss, the Love of love and the Peace of peace; the
Reality, Identity, Immortality, Liberation and Non-duality, Perfection, Oneness
etc. are not attributes or qualities but verily the true nature of I-Reality.
19. I
is verily the Selfness of the Self, Divinity of the Absolute Godhead and the
Absoluteness of the Absolute Brahman, I is all-revealing, all-abiding, all embracing,
underlying Essence of all, life-pervading Truth, the All-ness of all, Oneness
of all and Oneness of One.
20.
I is ‘Satyam Shivam Sundaram’ meaning
Truth, Goodness and Beauty; verily I is. I is ‘Shivam, Sundaram, Shantam, Advaitam’
meaning Goodness, Beauty, Calm, and One without a second verily I is. I is the
highest object of Love and also lovable verily I is.
21.
I is ‘Light of light’ or Cit, ‘Knowledge
of knowledge’ or ‘Awareness of awareness’, ‘Beauty of loveliness, beyond the
reach of mind and words or incomprehensible to mind and intellect.
22.
I is the essence of all scriptures,
knowledge and understanding, nectar of bliss, immortality and Supreme Oneness – which is changeless, actionless, egoless,
desireless, errorless, and fearless.
23.
I is the totality of all. All I is and I
is verily all, I is the supra-mental, supra-intellectual, supra-intuitional
Consciousness and verily the Consciousness Absolute.
24.
I is the fire which
burns away the yes or no to the One beyond yes or no.
I is the fire which burns away the Karma to the One beyond Karma.
I is the fire which burns away the sorrow to the One beyond sorrow.
I is the fire which burns away the desire to the One beyond desire.
I is the fire which burns away the body to the One beyond the body.
I is the fire which burns away the bondage to the One beyond
bondage.
I is the nectar as homogeneous as the sky.
25. I is the Supreme Tattva and the Essence of
all Consciousness, I is free from universal attribute, ever-perfect Truth or
Silence.
26. I is the Infinite and the all-Perfect, I
aloe exists. Self-identity of this I is – I in I.I of I, I from I, I for I, I
by I, I with I, I to I, I on I, and beyond and beyond.
27. They who are able to attain the purity of
the innate nature or are born with the past dispositions with the purified
innate nature, have understood the inner significance and the implied meaning
of these sayings (Bani) that life of ‘this one’ and also everything of ‘this
one’ is Supreme Divine and Truth beyond Time which is in all respects
Self-guided, Liberated, full of the nature of originality. Verily that is the
Real Identity of ‘this one’. ‘This one’ has eternal identical relation with the
Truth for all Time. Without ‘I of this one’ not any I is the Absolute Truth.
Submitted to the lotus
feet of Sri Sri Babathakur